A bout of panic
Last night I was looking over registration for classes for Regent this fall and a wave of panic came over me momentarily. My train of thought went something like this:
What classes should I take? There seem to be some basic classes that I definitely should take, but what should I take for electives? To know that, I need to know what I'm going for. I know I'm enrolled in the MCS (two-year program), but what should my concentration be? I don't know what God wants me to concentrate in. Should I do something more "practical", like Applied Theology? Something more "academic", like Church History? I've always liked history. I don't know. I haven't really thought and prayed about this at all; been too busy. Am I going to survive all the paper writing? I didn't get to write too much in college, and I didn't even get the best grades on my papers. Maybe I should take that Academic Writing seminar. What am I going to do about figuring out these classes? What am I going to do about figuring out my concentration? I know I was told that I don't need to have my calling figured out by the time I get there, but maybe that was wrong? What if I have a hard time finding good community there as well? Aagh!At this point I realized I was not trusting God to take care of me. Don't I believe that God is in control and that he is good? Why am I worrying so much?
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